Tuesday, April 8

Fist-full of happiness

Last few days @ IIT-B campus! I always thought that with this place I had a relationship that is so private for me even though all others here are happy faces because of their romance here too…I believed I had a relationship and with others, it’s just an affair. Leaving IIT should feel like the end of an era..but all it feels like is a Long distance relationship I will maintain for as long as I can, for as long as I can remember..THIS has been my Life!!

I have lived back in IIT with no people around..no friends..no known faces..no events…no competitions…no mess…only my room and some work. And all those times I always figured out that this place is what I know it to be because of all that. Surprisingly enough today they seem like the add-ons to the dish I have relished for Five complete years and never got bored off.

All the friends and family I made in here are of course..Thanks to IIT. But it took me something: an event, a night, course, class, lab, treat or may be PAF to know them…and may be sometimes know them again. I might have had fights with them many a times and in those sad times I used to walk up and down the main lane. When I had some issues to be talked about, it gave me a pathway going right from my hostel down to the IDC and back again from numerous pathways. When I had to think aloud, there was a lakeside for that too…if I dint go there, my eyes could always…my room gives me a view to it…but for me it was always a still picture ‘cause from here nothing changed…all is green, just the seasons change…It’s a perfect flora to sustain this fauna, US.

With my friends and family…I went out of this place to see ‘other’ places..and many-a-times I could not wait to get back! Once the rickshaw pulled itself in the main gate and wow…I was at home..and then getting down in front of H-10 made me feel relaxed. The campus is huge..well that’s one way but its flanked by two lakes on either side and so wherever I stand, it stands all around me!! It gave me a surround-hug whenerver I needed one and it felt great…

I have a Life to live ahead but it feels like I have lived a lifetime here, and a good one. Though IIT will never be complete without the add-ons…but this will always be the place I want to come again to, the place I cherished..relished…smiled…and ya, Loved!

Lets sing, sing for these years
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
It may be just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take it away

Music: Dream on
Mood: nostalgic

6 comments:

Aashish said...

man! .... now thats awesome for a 1st blog entry !! me thinking of discussing several issue with ya for ur blog ;) ... waise awesome 1st comment too na !

musketeer said...

The autorickshaw thing has been my exp too - just getting inside the main gate - gives a lot of relief - I know that home has arrived. ( This may probably be due to the 2 deg temp drop - but ya its there ).

Haven't been to lakeside much - would like to come and sit there for a long time-

But, finally, you should realise - it's time to move on. Leaving a bit of you here or taking a bit of it away with you is only going to cause pain. Dear Sis, life at IIT has ended - you are gonna enter a new world now - completely different. Be prepared! :)

Mehzabin said...

just came across this one..it made me really nostalgic! calling IIT as my second home will be an understatement..its been like the other world, a whole other life!

Upadhi said...

@rathi: you will like posts only where you can relate to..be a lil abstract :P

@musketeer: sit at lake side and shack in evening...the best! and me moving on..well you pretty much know everything abt it...we went house hunting today :)

@mezi: first am glad...ppl chk my blog :)n you are right..even the word home does not give a complete picture and i get nostalgic everytime i read this post myself!

Unknown said...

Even with one year left in this place, I can't stop thinking about how much I'll miss it when I'll have to leave! :(

This place grows upon you, with its eternal smile during summers, it's freshness and energy during those heavy rains, and its friendly chill during the winters...

Upadhi said...

@alok: Dont miss it now..you can really have that kinda time a year later! Anjoy more of it than you already have..if you a DD then you can enjoy more...and you are right abt the righteous seasons :)